GACKT

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2002-12-28T00:39:24Z

I just woke up.. Ugh. I feel a little bit better than yesterday, and my temp is a little bit lower. Last time I checked it, it was 101. I feel like dying.. I hate being sick, I'm all weak and tired. My brother was nice enough to bring his laptop back into my room so I can get on the internet. Juan's gonna.. be mad at me. ;-; I'm trying to get better.., but sleeping doesn't seem to work. My arms and legs are freaking sore.. I wanna shower; It's COLD.. I'm using 2 blankets but.. still cold. I don't want to get up to get another cause.. MY LEGS HURT. Yeah, I'm gonna die.. I'm gonna die, I'm gonna DIE.

Briana called and told me to get better soon. ;__; My cool filipina friend.

I'm still kind of tired. I might go back to sleep or something.. So yeah, I'll stay up for probably an.. hour.

gakkun @ 2002-12-25T23:56:00

2002-12-26T05:57:14Z

I've decided to um.. Not type in my livejournal anymore. o_o..

I will be typing entries at:

http://amanda.crazylife.org

Yeah.

gakkun @ 2002-12-25T21:11:00

2002-12-26T03:20:55Z

I dun feel good. ;-;

My fever is coming and going and.. it keeps repeating. It's not cool. My head and stomach hurts. ;/

Im tired.. I'ma go to bed at 11 maybe. and stuff.. Whatever. Christmas hates me. >>

gakkun @ 2002-12-24T13:34:00

2002-12-24T19:35:12Z

Hmm. I don't feel happy for some reason. I don't know what's bothering me. ;/.. I feel like.. er.. crying. That's like to only way FOR ME to get over depression. It's better than cutting myself. ;x Crying will pass, but.. scars will never go away. >_>;

My parent's keep bitching at me over little things. Blah, I just wanna be left alone and what not. I hate being bothered when I'm not happy. ;/..

I don't know what else to type, So.. whatever. Yeah, It's christmas eve so.. Merry fucking christmas. Comment if you feel like it.

gakkun @ 2002-12-20T19:54:00

2002-12-21T02:02:31Z

Wee! Today is cold. Yep, COLD! I got out of school on Thursday at 1, and that was my last day meaning.. I was off today. o-o I never really type anymore. I guess I've gotten lazy. But that's okay! Argh, Today is boring. I watched Terminator 2. =O Cause I haven't seen it in a while. And Juan gave me new piccies! I post.. one =O hopefully.. he doesn't mind.. ;D It's picture time in Manda town! OO;

Yay! It's Juan and his friend. o_o; He said.. um.. that's chair freestyling. xD Yeah.. Juan is on the left. and yay! Wee. He's so sexy. oo I wanna rape him. >> Oh well! Lmfao. That'll come later. o_o;

Oh oh.. heresa new picture of ME! For those of you who haven't seen it yet. Well, it's not new, but I dun show people this. Meaning.. it's new cause you haven't seen it! I think. oo I look skerry. xD

Aww.. Here's Yui-chan [or briana o_o]! My Filipina friend from schooel! oo She's cool and fun. I'm too lazy to save her picture and upload it so.. JUST GO TO HER WEBSITE AND LOOK AT HER PICTURES THERE! URL - http://www.sd_bina.tripod.com I'm in it! -flex-

Yeah. That's it. o_o Shelly can post her own picca in her own journal. Lmfao. :D

I'm still bored. I drank tea. o_o; and ate 3 cookies. Blaahahaha. Ima stop typing now. xx;

gakkun @ 2002-11-25T23:36:00

2002-11-26T05:38:14Z

Ahh. Mindless Self Indulgence is so cool. o_o

Lalala. Only one more day of school, then I gets Thanksgiving break.

QTPiez 5TH YEAR IS COMING UP ON THANKSGIVING!!

happy early birfday :x

I go to sleep now. G'NITE!!

gakkun @ 2002-11-24T01:15:00

2002-11-24T07:15:52Z

MeIodies 0f Life: xD you look sexie.
Manda sama: xD
Manda sama: TY?
Manda sama: i watched titanic.. **
Manda sama: and I thought..
Manda sama: "ME AND JUAN -drool- o_o"
Manda sama: xD
MeIodies 0f Life: you and juan.
MeIodies 0f Life: :/
MeIodies 0f Life: xDD
Manda sama: XD
MeIodies 0f Life: aww.
MeIodies 0f Life: juan dies. :/
Manda sama: NO
Manda sama: HE DOESN'T
MeIodies 0f Life: xDD
Manda sama: -smack-
Manda sama: xD
Manda sama: IMA PUT THIS IN MY JOURNAL
Manda sama: xD
MeIodies 0f Life: xD me too!
Manda sama: Okay!
Manda sama: xD

gakkun @ 2002-11-20T02:29:00

2002-11-20T08:30:47Z

Um.. here's a BAD QUALITY picture of me playing my guitar. o_o My pants are so cooel, but they're too big. xD they're like.. size 32. o_o; it was the only size left, DAMNIT. ;_______;

http://www.findapix.com/member/pixpopup.asp?Member=gakkun&Pic=badqualityguitarplaying.jpg

Yeh. I have others. o_o I'm going to get a better digital camera for Christmas so.. Blah at you.

gakkun @ 2002-11-05T22:41:00

2002-11-06T04:50:06Z

Yep! typing another entry. My hands are cold though >_> and I can't type that good.

Shelly and I are supposed to run away, and go to Virginia!! So we can be with.. our LOVERS OO;.. Yep! xD Shelly is going to ge----!@*(@$*)(*$#$---- KIDDING. :z but.. we're still planning. We need to like.. know how to get out and stuff. ;x We need cars! and MONEY. Yeah. SO DONATE!! most of you know my address and phone number because i gave it to most of you. o_o

Ahh... I love Juan. *-* he's like.. NICE.. and funny.. and he cares about me and friends! <33 We have a lot in common too.. we like.. own each other. MUWAHAHA.. so like.. you can't have him! only ME! and.. no one.. can have me cause he says so. o_o... so.. NAH :P

my sexeh lover! <33

I have better piccaz. But this is all you get. o_o BITCH.

ANYWAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYAYAYAYAYAYYYYYYY..

SHELLY. We must get our LICENSE! Anyway. o_o.... *-*.. waiii.. can't wait.. to go..

gakkun @ 2002-11-05T11:52:00

2002-11-05T17:38:53Z

Hehe. I''m at school and the teacher doesn't care if we're on the internet or not. oo So I decided to get on my journal thingy and type a few entries >_> I can only type one though because this is the only class we can use laptops in! Yeah.. ANyway, I have to go to Choir after this class. o_o Fun, Right?!

I can't wait to go home. I was feeling like shit in spanish. o_o;; BUt I kinda feel better now. Hehe.

HMMM.. I don't know what to type about. oo We're working on this European thingy in geography. That's why we need the stupid laptops. I tried to sign on AIM, but it didn't work o_o! But.. Ima keep trying. It has to work cause it's already connected to the internet. Big cheese is good! o_o Or that's what Mike says. I hate cheese. >> dunno why. it's nasty. LOL. Oh well! Anyway.. I have to go.. o-o we only have 30 minutes left of class. Hehe. 'k. BYE! I LUFF ALL OF YOU :DD

gakkun @ 2002-10-29T22:50:00

2002-10-30T04:52:38Z

UMMMMM....

yeah.

i'm bored :x obviously. there's no one to talk to.

jason said he was going to sneak online so we can talk some more. ;-;

oh well. i'll wait a little longer. o_o;

gakkun @ 2002-10-28T23:32:00

2002-10-29T05:33:31Z

my friends asked my 'boyfriend' if he still liked me and ALL HE DID WAS "-shrug-"

WTF DOES THAT MEAN?! oo Maybe I should break up with him.. he always.. calls me a witch.. and he says i kill people with black magick, which isn't TRUE. oo; yeah.. ima break up with him. >_>;

gakkun @ 2002-10-25T16:58:00

2002-10-25T21:58:53Z

which song describes you the best?

gakkun @ 2002-10-20T01:48:00

2002-10-20T06:53:11Z

argh. very tired. ;/ it's only almost 2, and i woke up around 4 this morning. i don't care if you people know, but i am on ~~the fucking rag~~. x_x; i'm cramping like a bitch, and it's only the 1st day. and i know that i'm not going to sleep good tonight. but oh well. my damned spanish teacher called my house because i was missing TWO papers, and I got a 67 on a test. i also have a 72 in her class. she was just wasting her damned time. she was SUPPOSED to call student's parents if they were FAILING. stupido puto. :z.. oh well. i don't care as long as i'm fucking passing.

gakkun @ 2002-10-16T01:20:00

2002-10-16T06:20:31Z

patrick: -dances around- i'm squidward! i'm squirdward! i'm squidward squi..
sponge bob: no patrick! if you want to be squidward, you have to ACT like squidward.
patrick: ohhhhh! o_o -deep breathe-
patrick: i'm squidward! i'm squidward! i'm squidward, squidward, squidward!

gakkun @ 2002-10-13T15:22:00

2002-10-13T20:24:04Z

check out my crazylife!

http://crazylife.org/~amanda

o_o There's Gackt music! and Gackt layout!! and my journal entires. x_x;

Crazylife Song!

title - fragrance
artist - gackt camui
album - moon

gakkun @ 2002-10-12T03:41:00

2002-10-12T08:41:46Z

yep. oo i have a 3 day weekend! no school on monday. o_o I don't think anyone has school on monday.. ROFLMAO. Oh well. i'm TIRED.. but i refuse to sleep :x must.. make weekend last long!

gakkun @ 2002-10-07T16:54:00

2002-10-07T21:55:14Z

yay!!

phillip likes me! xDD

YEAH. o_o it's IRL this time. Whee. xD I like him tooo :d.. -dances the victory jig with the other manda-

gakkun @ 2002-10-07T06:11:00

2002-10-07T11:12:12Z

i couldn't sleep.

i've been up since 3. o_o; a.m. i slept around 9 for some odd reason..

my right pant pocket is bothering me! >/

gakkun @ 2002-10-06T03:47:00

2002-10-06T09:02:21Z

Yep. I told Shelly I was going to type about how much it sucks to be single. xD

YEAH. I for one actually thought it would be fun to go and be single, cause you could like.. flirt n stuff. :x And you wouldn't.. have a boyfriend to worry about. xD YEAH. o_o But.. it sucks. xD I'd rather be taken than single. o_o But yeaaah, Now I have to wait. x_x For uh.. a guy. :x and stuff.. HEHEHE.

Oh! o_o I finally got a new printer. With a copier and scanner. xD I've been scanning a lot of pictures and stuff oo.. and printing out stuff. xDD I haven't copied anything.. I guess I'll do that on Monday.

Don't forget to rate my pictures! ;-;

http://www.gakkun.findapix.com

be honest, y0. :x

gakkun @ 2002-10-05T18:10:00

2002-10-05T23:11:08Z

HM. o_o All of my mom's friends are over here eating. o_o And yeah.. I'm going to wait for everyone to leave. YEAH. Roflmao.

Anyway! o-o I don't really have anything to type about. ;; SO YEAH :DD

gakkun @ 2002-10-03T17:31:00

2002-10-03T22:31:09Z

blah blah blah blah. >_>

happy birthday :X

2002-10-01T03:38:27Z

Happy birthday, Masa! :DD

YEAH. From GacktJOB. Whee oo

a-z-i-a-n? oo; xD

2002-09-28T06:06:57Z

KakeruBlue: ooh manda. you look like some filipino celeb.
Manda sama: X_X
SheIIy: Mexicans sound alike.
KakeruBlue: well not exactly a celeb...
Manda sama: ROFLMAO
Manda sama: xD
Manda sama: i look like someone.
Manda sama: :x
KakeruBlue: more like... female object.
SheIIy: I'm like.. "Wtf is talking?"
SheIIy: xD
KakeruBlue: -shrugs-
Manda sama: A DILDO?
Manda sama: I LOOK LIKE
KakeruBlue: NO!
Manda sama: A DILOD?
Manda sama: oo
Manda sama: dildo*
Manda sama: xD
SheIIy: WHEW.
SheIIy: LET ME USE YOU.
SheIIy: o_o
Manda sama: EW
Manda sama: Okay.
Manda sama: xD
SheIIy: LOOL.
SheIIy: xD
KakeruBlue: you look like on of the dancers... on that game show... that sings...
Manda sama: gonna post this in my journal
Manda sama: xD
SheIIy: NOOO.
SheIIy: xD

gakkun @ 2002-09-27T23:29:00

2002-09-28T04:34:32Z

ahh, i've been thinking. o____o

but now i'm confused. just like melanny.

demonicangel1187: ya know when you have a lot of stuff on your mind and it just keeps getting fuller and fuller to the point of when you get really confused?

grr.. god damnit. .___. i need to just quit thinking. >>